A million & one things I want to say

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Thu, 31 Dec 2009 01:40:19 GMT

Right so since May: I've failed uni and done my module again from September til now. Now all I have to do is wait for my result. I went on holiday to Ayia Napa with two of my best friends from work, Nicole and Debbie. The pics are on my facebook if you're interested! I went to London with my boys. Bought an xbox and I still work at the Glenskirlie. Hurrah!

Sorry for the lack of LJ-cut (if this doesn't work) but I've completely forgotten how to use this! Ahha!

1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?
Went on a clubbing holiday!

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't make any. But I'm making a fair few this year!

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Hmm nope.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nopes.

5. What countries did you visit?
England and Cyprus.

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?
Oh man! Where to start... a full time job til September would be nice!

7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
19th August - 3rd September - Ayia Napa!

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
There hasn't been any! Haha

9. What was your biggest failure?
Uni.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Oh yes! I had some sort of viral infection, colds etc. Fun times.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Shoes, DVDs, dresses... millions of stuff that isn't at all useful but makes me feel better at the time!

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Mills, Steve, Nicole, Debbie, my brothers...

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Lets not go there.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Clothes, shoes and DVDs ha

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Holidaying with the girls!

16. What song will always remind you of 2009?
Fucking millions.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you

i. happier or sadder?:
About the same.

ii. thinner or fatter?
Fatter.

iii. richer or poorer?
Poorer! Don't ever get a credit card...

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Uni work. Ahha. Uhh reading, expanding my brain, seeing friends, saving money.. blah blah

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Getting hung up about a complete prick... oh wait... story of my life.

20. How will you be spending New Year's?
At work!

24. What was your favorite TV program?
NCIS, Top Gear as per!

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope.

26. What was the best book you read?
Well I just finished My Sisters Keeper, that was pretty good. Uhh The Time Travelers Wife. A Million Little Pieces. Everything Changes...

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Hmm I dunno. My music taste has DEFINITELY changed this year.

28. What did you want and get?
I wanted a horse, and I loan one now.

29. What did you want and not get?
Who knows.

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Harry Potter!

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
23 and I was in Napa :D

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
No drama!

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2009?
Dresses! Heaven forbid!

34. What kept you sane?
Good friends!

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Chris Pine. Om nom.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
I've not really been paying that much attention.

37. Who did you miss?
Pam.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
I can't name names.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
The whole of Biffy Clyro - Many of Horror.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Wed, 30 Dec 2009 04:44:00 GMT

Hi journal of mine.

I'm going to make more of an effort to actually write things down this coming year. Even if it's just so I can look back on it. I think I might make a new one. New start n all. Does anyone know if you can change your user name?

So earlier I was looking over past entries (not of mine) trying to find a date. I couldn't find the exact post I was looking for but I remember it like it was yesterday. I remember everything about that day except the date. I think I was trying to find out if seeing it would make me feel that way again. And because I don't feel it does that mean it's okay to risk it all over again?

I'm completely unsure what I want to say.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Thu, 01 Jan 2009 22:10:57 GMT

Hello 2009. I hope to god your going to be a good year.

01. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
Ehh. I don't know.

02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't make any. But I'm going to write a list of things I'd like to do in 2009.

03. Did someone close to you give birth?
Nope.

04. Did anyone close to you die?
Nopes.

05. What countries did you visit?
Italy.

06. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
A boyfriend. How pathetic am I.

07. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
1st August. London baby!!

08. What was your biggest achievement(s) of the year?
Getting into uni was good. :)

09. What was your biggest failure(s)?
I don't think I had any major failures.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Many illnesses no injurys.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Tickets to London. KG shoes.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Most of my friends.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
No ones really.

14. Where did most of your money go?
Petrol. Car insurance. Booze.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Starting uni.

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
Umbrella. American Boy. Sex on Fire.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. happier or sadder? Happier.
ii. thinner or fatter? About the same.
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Spending time with my friends, or out doing things.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Stressing.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Thats been.

21. Did you fall in love in 2008?
Nope.

22. How many people did you snog in 2008?
Not many. About 6.

23. How many one-night stands?
-

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Top Gear.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope.

26. What was the best book you read?
How to talk to a Widower.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Kings of Leon.

28. What did you want and get?
Into uni.

29. What did you want and not get?
Someone.

30. Favorite film of this year?
Wall-e!!!!!

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I went to Grand Cru with my homies, I was 22.

32.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
I don't know really.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
Better than 2007. Ha.

34. What kept you sane?
Days off. Haha.

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
James McAvoy.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
I'm not really that into my politics.

37. Who do you miss?
No one really worth missing eh.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Joe or Kyle I reckon.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
Work hard.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
There isn't one.

My 2008 and some other shite

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Sat, 27 Dec 2008 00:06:13 GMT

Wow. This year has flown in. I can't really remember a whole lot which is a shame, I used to write in this thing everyday. That's going to be another resolution - write here everyday. Even if it's just a list of what I've done :)

Anyway,

January.

Me and Jamie went skiing over new year and it was ace. We went to a wee place in Italy called Sauxe D'oulx. Skiing the first few days was icey and not that nice but the last few days were immense. If we'd gone the week after ours we would have had perfect conditions the whole time. Erm, the drive down to Manchester was horrible. Jamies ma drives at about 50 on the motorway and on the way back it was snowing so that was reduced to 30 the whole friggin way back to mine.

February.

No idea. My brother crashed mums polo.

March.

I had my ECA interview. Blood test and an x-ray to find out what was up with my hand. Turned out to be low blood pressure.

April.

I got rejected from ECA. Their loss. I applied to Dundee. I worked a lot.

May.

Jamie broke up with me.

My work was nominated for Best Hotel at the CIS awards. We didn't win. I got wasted and went clubbing in a 180 quid dress.

June.

June 29th - some theiving gimp at my work stole my wages from my bag. Good thing they didn't realise that my bag is worth about 4 times what they stole. I would have hanged myself.

July.

I really don't know. I'm guessing I worked a lot and drank a lot.

August.

Well, on the 1st of August I ventured to London. And it was brilliant. Most of my day were spent travelling about on the tube and most of my nights were spent drunk! Woo. I spent far too much money but hell, whats the point in working if you're not gonna spend your cash!

Got into Galashiels.

Turned 22, we went to Grand Cru in Edinburgh and had a 400 quid bar tab. The taxi home almost cost the same. Git.

Went to Go Ape.

September.

Started uni.

I did a bad thing.

October.

October was filled to the brink with guy troubles, going out and spending too much bloody money. Awesome. Someone told me "if guys knew how lucky they were to have you they wouldnt mess you about!" It made my week.

I was doing knit at uni and I'm pretty certain thats what I'm gonna take, print was a joke.

I worked a hell of a lot.

Jason and Iain had a leaving night in Glasgow. It was a good night.

Novemeber.

I didn't write a single entry last month so I'm not sure what I go up to really. Haha. I was doing print at uni, its shite. I lost the weight I put on since summer. Went back to horse riding on a Wednesday night.

Decemeber.

I don't think I could ask for better friends.

Party nights at work! I've now been moved to the bar so me and my brother can get the same shifts. I think I prefer it and tips help.

Uni finished for christmas and I'm stressing because I didn't hand in a piece for knit.

I have glandular fever and feel like death.

I like a guy that I know is trouble.

I read all off the books after 'Twilight' in about 4 days. I went to see the film.

We went out on Christmas eve. It was great :)

So to round it all off. This years been pretty good. It's flown in aswell which is probably a good thing. Next year I'm going to work harder and save more money. I've stopped drinking aswell which isn't so bad. It means I can remember the whole night and help people fill in the gaps haha. I'm enjoying work and uni which is surprising, I've got the fear about going into second year after summer. With me, things last a year then I move on. Ha. I wont panic!!

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 15:14:09 GMT

I've been in uni every day except Tuesday and I've been at work since leaving uni on Thursday. I had to leave early yesterday to get to work on time because we had 158 in for the meal, 14 tables is like hell on Earth. It was a bad bad bad day combined with the fact I've only been getting about 5 hours sleep a night I felt like walking out and never going back. I'm in work tonight at 7 for a bar shift and then in again at 1 tomorrow. We'll see how my sanity is holding up on Sunday. Stay posted.

Sometimes I just want to lock myself in a little room and just cry. I'm all over the place right now and I wish I had someone to talk to who wouldn't go talk to someone else about it. I guess thats what happenes when you're only friends are the people you work with. And I guess thats what happens when you have no time, energy or money to see your other friends.

I'm going to have to stay in uni after my classes all next week just to catch up on what I missed yesterday. I have literaly 2 days of knit left to finish my project. Although. I'm still loving it. Not so much the early morning rush hour on the City Bypass combined with Chris Moyles. Man. I can't stand that show.

I haven't had a proper meal in about 2 weeks. I just eat crap all day and I'm gaining weight like nothing on earth. I seem to work all the hours of the day that I can yet I have no money to show for it. I've been paid well over 3 grand this year alone and I have absolutely nothing to show for it. I had to spend £60 on books the other day because the uni Library doesn't have them. I really do just want to rip my hair out.

I can't remember the last time I felt to low.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Tue, 07 Oct 2008 16:56:47 GMT

Uni is going really well. I got a bit depressed last week cause I didn't think I was doing so great with my 'acid brights' project for knit. But I spoke to my tutor and he showed me a sketchbook that he thought was a great example of how to do it, and it was my bloody sketchbook! I was so happy! Then on Friday I did a perfect example of the task we were given. I LOVE KNITTING!!!!!! On a less great note, we have a complete bitch of a tutor for pattern cutting. She marked me as absent when I was late. Which is a bit unfair really since we have to make 80% of our classes to pass. She keeps going on about the attendance for her class being rubbish and I feel like telling her it's because of her. Oh well. I'll be on time tomorrow.

I'm having complete guy trouble. This being single thing is more hastle than it's worth. Especially going clubbing and being surrounded by immature 18 year old boys. Fuck. I'm too old for this shit. I'd just like someone worth it to like me, instead of being a complete arsehole magnet. I feel bad for my brother cause the girl he likes was kissing this guy that is known for being a complete creep who clearly is only after one thing. She knows that he likes her. Shallow bitch. I'm completely sick of arseholes.

Went out lastnight and it was pretty good fun. Except some things. Bacardi Rum Punch is my new favourite drink. It feels like my feet have been put through a mincer, guess thats my fault for wearing 4" heels. It's crazy though, that I can dance about in them the WHOLE night then when it comes to walking to the taxis I'm a cripple. Haha.

Looking into transfering to Chelsea Art School, I'll only go if I can get into 3rd year though. We shall see.

I love you all.
x

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People Right Now:
1. Thank you.
2. Get a grip.
3. I don't know what I'd do without you.
4. I'll never forget that you doubted me.
5. Stop compairing yourself to other people. You're perfect the way you are.
6. I miss you.
7. I wish we'd never fallen out.
8. I hate it when you tell me you're sorry, because I don't believe you know what your apologizing for.
9. I don't like the person you've become.
10. Take your job and ram it.

Nine Things About Myself:
1. I'm really shy.
2. I don't think I'm particularly talented.
3. I cry a lot.
4. I'm scared of growing up.
5. I love lying in bed watching dvds.
6. I would hate not to have pets.
7. I feel guilty every time I do something I shouldn't.
8. I have size 4 feet.
9. I hate it when people point out how skinny I am.

Eight Ways to Win My Heart:
1. Doing cute things.
2. Old fashioned chivalry.
3. Be yourself.
4. Play with my hair.
5. Leave me little notes about the place.
6. Listen to my stupid little stories even if you don't know what I'm on about.
7.
8.

Seven Things That Cross My Mind a Lot:
1. My friends.
2. The future.
3. Money problems.
4. Uni work that needs done.
5. Guys and my problems with them.
6. People who I haven't seen in a while.
7. I think 'Oh christ why did I do/say that' a lot! Haha

Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:
1. Take my contacts out.
2. Think.
3. Do some form of project related stuff.
4. Fix my duvet.
5. Turn the light out.
6. Read.

Five People Who Mean a Lot: (In no order of preference)
1. Stephen
2. Gemma
3. Kirsty
4. Teri
5. Everyone means the world to me to be honest.

Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now: (Only two. I got hot)
1. A very old Bench zippy.
2. Green T-shirt.
3. Jeans.
4. A belt.

Three Songs I Listen to a Lot:
1. Golddigga - Kanye West.
2. Love Has A Diameter - Biffy Clyro.
3. Kiss Kiss - Chris Brown.

Two Things I Want to Do Before I Die:
1. See Mount Everest.
2. Fall in love.

One Confession:
I'm far more fragile than my 'I don't give a shit' exterior lets on.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Sat, 20 Sep 2008 22:29:55 GMT

Take a picture of yourself right now.
Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture.
Post that picture with NO editing
Post these instructions with your picture.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Wed, 10 Sep 2008 13:32:31 GMT

Wow. It's been a while.

So. What have I been doing I hear you cry!

Well, on the 1st of August I ventured to London. And it was brilliant. Most of my day were spent travelling about on the tube and most of my nights were spent drunk! Woo. I spent far too much money but hell, whats the point in working if you're not gonna spend your cash! :)

I think I mentioned in my last post that I got into uni. Well, I start next week. Woooooohoooo! I can't wait. But, I'm not staying in halls. So I have to drive every damned day and it's about an hour away without the hell of rush hour traffic to contend with. No matter. I'm sure I'll be fine. I'm doing some wicked project research just now, just gathering pictures and stuff. Looking good. I really want to get a 1st when I graduate :P

Went to a thing called 'Go Ape' a few weeks back with some work peeps. Google it. It's shit scary, and for a person scared of heights it's probably not the best day out. But I did it and had a good time. Except the 3/4ths of a mile zip wire out... :(

I'm not really sure what else to say.

Ehh...

SCATTERGORIES:
...it's harder than it looks! Copy the text below, erase my answers, then use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following. They have to be real places, names, things.. nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial... You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.

WHAT IS YOUR NAME? Liz
4 LETTER WORD: Lick
BOY NAME: Leon
GIRL NAME: Laura
OCCUPATION: Lap dancer
A COLOR: Lemon yellow
SOMETHING YOU WEAR: Leg warmers
BEVERAGE: Long island ice tea
FOOD: Lasagne
SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: Lip gloss
PLACE: Long Island...
REASON FOR BEING LATE: Laziness
SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: LOSER!!!!!!

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 12:33:48 GMT

Hello dear journal of mine,

I got into uni. As of september I'll be doing Design for Textiles at Galashiels.

I went to London two weeks go. It was amazing.

This is all.

xx

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Sat, 05 Jul 2008 01:48:05 GMT

How it works:
a. Type your answer to each of the questions below into a Flickr search.
b. Using only the first page, pick an image.
c. Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into the Mosaic Maker. (http://bighugelabs.com/flickr/mosaic.php)

The Questions:
1. First name?
2. Favorite food?
3. High school you attended?
4. Favorite color?
5. Celebrity crush?
6. Favorite drink?
7. Dream vacation?
8. Favorite dessert?
9. What you want to be when you grow up?
10. What do you love most in life?
11. One word to describe you.
12. Your Flickr name.

Here's mine:

1. (Who is) Liz, Lexington, KY 1976, 2. Wat Arun at Sunset, 3. Linlithgow Loch, 4. End Of The Day, 5. P1160357-smlg-001, 6. ❄❄❄ LifE-SiZe LeMOnAdE ❄❄❄, 7. lonely planet - Maldives, 8. homemade berry ice cream, 9. Costuras, 10. The Gift of Love, 11. Lazy Sunday, 12. Glisters

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Sun, 29 Jun 2008 23:32:34 GMT

Today I discovered that last night someone at my work - so someone I probably talk to on a weekly basis - has stolen all of my wages out of my bag. My whole 120 quid.

I can't actually discribe how completely miserable I feel. :(

Tomorrow I'm calling my boss and telling him that I'm not coming back to work unless I get my money back. Considering calling the police too, but I'm not exactly sure what they'll be able to do.

xx

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Mon, 23 Jun 2008 02:46:05 GMT

It's been a while dear journal of mine!

Proper post to follow soon. I have lots and lots to say. As for now, incase any of you feel like your missing out on your little slice of my life:

1. First Name: Liz!

2. Age: 21, soon 22

3. Location: Bo'ness, Scotland. For now.

4. Occupation: Waitress

5. Partner: Nein

6. Kids: One day

7. Brothers/Sisters: One brother who is 19, but get's told he looks 25!

8. Pets: 2 cats and a dog :)

9. List the 3-5 biggest things going on in your life:
- I'm sad to say there is sweet fuck all going on in my life except saving for New Zealand / Oz next year and working my little ass off. Oh and trying to find the motivation to do arty things. I'm boring. Spice up my life!! Ha!

10. Where and for what did you go to school for?: Hmm okay. I went to Leith School of Art in Edinburgh for one year to get my Foundation Course Certificate in Art and Design. I ended up in Aberdeen at Grays School of Art for first year before almost killing myself. Now I don't go anywhere. Changing soon.

11. Parents: Are still together! I'm not sure how...

12. Who are some of your closest friends?: My closest friend is probably Kirsty. She's a fucking pervert and I love it.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Tue, 29 Apr 2008 14:08:50 GMT

So my shifts at the weekend were as bad as I had predicted. I have no stamina.

Anyway. I don't really have anything to say. I guess I'm just wasting time before work today. GAY.

xx

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Tue, 22 Apr 2008 14:14:42 GMT

So, work lately has been a nightmare and it's not set to be any better next week. Two double shifts (12 hours give or take) and then a meal and buffet shift on Sunday are doing nothing for my mood. Hmm. I know it's good money and all, but really... on Friday I'll finish at about 2am and then they expect me to be there for 1 the next day for setting up. I think sometimes my manager does this to me on purpose.

Riding was shit yesterday so I'm not mentioning any more than this.

My folio goes to Dundee on the 17th of May. PLEASE cross your fingers for me. I'm not sure what I'll do if I get in, I mean, I don't want to move out because that really did almost kill me, but I don't want to drive either. And I don't know what I'll do if I don't get in. Probably die or something emo.

I'm going to go tidy my room now, and then try and talk Jamie into going to see In Bruges with me.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Fri, 28 Mar 2008 14:54:18 GMT

I have lots to say, but this just to let you all know that I'm not dead.

Woo.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Mon, 10 Mar 2008 21:57:42 GMT

I'm seriously close to pulling all my fucking hair out in utter rage.

I hate eca's daft questions with a passion. I'm sure these questions are new, and I'm almost sure they're copying Dundee's application system. Fuck 'em. It's so annoying, as if writing a personal statement wasn't enough, they want me basically write the fucking thing again. I need to have it posted for tomorrow or I'm doomed to another year at the Glenskirlie. Bah.

Erm. On another note. Had more blood tests today and an x-ray. Fun times. No one in the medical profession seems to know whats making my hand swell like a meaty balloon, but hopefully something will get done about it.

Riding was good today, except my horsey kept trying to EAT everyone else. Grumpy shit.

Right. Better go write something down instead of 'why not' and 'I don't know'.

x

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Mon, 03 Mar 2008 18:33:07 GMT

Today I jumped 3ft at riding and didn't scream, fall off or die. Woo for me!

Oh and I have an interview for ECA on the 25th. Although I have to answer 5 questions. Whatever. Pretentious twats.

x

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Wed, 06 Feb 2008 12:43:04 GMT

Wow, so I haven't posted in aggges. I'm just gonna do a whole of January post type thing and to save it being completely unreadable I'll do it under headings :P

HOLIDAY
Me and Jamie went skiing over new year and it was ace. We went to a wee place in Italy called Sauxe D'oulx. Skiing the first few days was icey and not that nice but the last few days were immense. If we'd gone the week after ours we would have had perfect conditions the whole time. Erm, the drive down to Manchester was horrible. Jamies ma drives at about 50 on the motorway and on the way back it was snowing so that was reduced to 30 the whole friggin way back to mine. But I'm gratefull for the fact she drove us. If you wanna see the pics just go to my myspace and have a gander.

UNI
Finally sent off my ECA application. Wish me luck. Haven't drawn anything in a few months but I work better under pressure so I'll get cracking soon.

HORSES
Has been going really well lately. I'm getting over my nervous phase and actually getting on with it. Haven't fallen off since 2 weeks before Xmas. Haha! Speaking of which...

XMAS & NEW YEAR
Grimness. Working xmas was interesting. Stephens table left him a £150 tip! But we got that shared between us at the work night in. New Year was crazy. There were fireworks everywhere and right outside our window. Jamies bro and his girlfriend Sam came back to the hotel at like 4am with a fucking airhorn and proceeded to wake the entire floor by letting it off outside our room. Hahaha! Fun times. Got back in time for the xmas party at the Glenskirlie, was fun. Everyone was pissed and dancing and I was sober and sick. But I had a laugh.

WORK
Is frankly still shit. Only been getting about 4 hours of work a week which isn't really enough to pay the bills. Gonna stick it out though cause in summer the banter is awesome. Sadly lots of people are thinking of leaving, but I can't be arrrrrrrsed trying to find another job. The hours are kinda flexible if you can get someone to cover and the pays not too bad. Even if it is only 8p above the minimmum.

OTHER STUFF
Met up with Emma a few weeks back and got completely pissed. Passionfruit Mai Tais are super. Try one. Me and Jamie went to see Explosions in the Sky aswell. Didn't really think it was that mind blowing to be honest, could have got the same effect by getting a disco ball and playing their CDs really loudly in my room. Other than that, I'm turning into a recluse. I'm just so poor right now theres no way of going out without someone else having to pay for me. But hoping this will change in summer. £170 a week? Yes fucking please.

Had blood tests today as I have swollen joints on my fingers and am generally feeling crap, and now my arm is fucking killing me. Cried like a baby too. My skin is still no where near better and the horrible conditions (no air con) in work last week have made it flare up. :(

I'm in love with House.

Thats all I can think off. Might edit it later. Who knows.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Sat, 22 Dec 2007 07:38:44 GMT

I think I've missed the ucas deadline for arty stuff. If anyone knows the date would you please let me know. Help.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:46:24 GMT

Woot!

So skiing is finally booked! Going the 30th - 6th! Can't wait. I've not been on holiday in so long so it will be good to get away. Especially with Jameh.

Work is still fucking shitter than shit. But not to worry. I get money every week and its bearable. If only just. I will start looking for a new job in the new year but I can't afford to leave.

Davids written me a reference, so he's either gonna post it or email me it. Damn, I hope its good. >.< Got a wee bit of work to do on my folio but if I'm being honest I work so much better under pressure. But to ease this I will fiddle with some stuff soon and leave the rest til the night before. Ha.

If I don't get in I don't know what I'm gonna do, might put Dundee as my second and just drive every day! But I don't want to end up in the same situation as last year, miserable and starving. Haha. Yes, I know I'm pathetic, but I'll willingly admit I cannot stand on my own two feet.

Riding was ace today. Wasn't on a challenging horse by any means, but it was good. I aced all my jumps and even got the correct canter lead on landing. Ha. First time for everything. I learned one thing though. I am INCREDIBLY unfit.

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Wed, 14 Nov 2007 22:26:16 GMT

Today I am happy. I joined Annes late night class at riding for this week, and it was great. I got to ride wee Monty who I totally adore and I didn't get totally stressed out when people were flying past me. Probably cause their all adults and aren't just canter canter canter!! So it was good. AND I got Monty doing everything I wanted and looking lovely too :D So I'm please.

I e-mailed David at RGU aswell cause the one to Colin didn't send. So whatever. David said he'd be pleased to write me a reference and wished me luck with my application!

Ehh. I'm getting my art stuff organised but I need some help with assembling my folio. Any arty people wanna help me with this? I could take pics of everything and post them and you can all tell me what should be taken out. :D

Also, changed my journal about a bit. Have a lookies :) Got some new icons to mark the occassion too. I love House!

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p.s HELP ME WITH MY PERSONAL STATEMENT YOU BUMS!!

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Wed, 14 Nov 2007 04:12:27 GMT

So.

I'm wide awake and bored out of my tiny tiny mind. I just watched 10 Things I Hate About You, it was good. Mmmm, Heath Ledger.

Today I e-mailed Colin -I wear t-shirts that totally highlight my wee man boobies- Black and asked him for a reference. Cross everything for me. Just need to get on with writing a personal statement (or if anyone has one I could maybe pinch to have a look at, that would be loverly of you :D)

Was ment to be meeting up with Emma, but she had an essay or something to do.

Riding ~~tomorrow~~ today, hopefully I'll get a better horse this week. My mum came with me last time and she had no idea why I was riding the horse I was. Pah. Gonna start going to the Grange I think, they don't treat me like a 12 year old noob that cant ride.

For those of you that haven't seen me in a while, this is what my hair now looks like... :)

I'm gonna pass the time til I'm actually tired looking at skiing stuff for my holiday. If Jamies mum ever gets round to booking it that is...

Slatez

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You know you want to

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Wed, 07 Nov 2007 14:46:40 GMT

01. Can you cook?
02. What was your dream growing up?
03. What talent do you wish you had?
04. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05. Favourite vegetable?
06. What was the last book you read?
07. What zodiac sign are you ?
08. Any tattoos and/or piercings?
09. Worst habit?
10. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11. What is your favorite sport?
12. Negative or optimistic attitude?
13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14. Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15. Tell me one weird fact about you.
16. Do you have any pets?
17. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18. What was your first impression of me?
19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22. What color eyes do you have?
23. Ever been arrested?
24. Bottle or draft?
25. If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26. Would you date me?
27. Where's your favourite place to hang out?
28. Do you believe in ghosts?
29. Favourite thing to do in your spare time?
30. Do you swear a lot?
31. Biggest pet peeve?
32. In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33. Do you believe in/appreciate romance?
34. If you could spend 12 hours with me and ask/do anything you like, what would it be?
35. Do you believe in God?
36. Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same?

miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Wed, 07 Nov 2007 00:14:59 GMT

Ahh, finally applied to ECA on ucas. Now I face the horrible thought of asking Colin for a reference. Blergh.

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miss_diz_@hotmail.co.uk — Thu, 25 Oct 2007 00:13:31 GMT

None of you cunts leave me comments anymore.

Anyway, I'm freezing and can't sleep. I have this dull pain in my tummy and freezing hands.

Also, I've decided I'm buying a horse in summer. I'm fed up with paying 18 quid to have a lesson with a bunch of kids and I know pretty much everything about horses anyway. Considering I've been around horses since I was wee.

I'm going to apply to ECA soon with Dundee as a back up. Maybe. Just gonna go for first year again because I can't decide if I really want to do sculpture or not. Heh.

Anyhoo, I'm off all weekend so if any of you would like to see me you have my number.

Slatorz gatorz.

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